Im not Leaving I Just Feel Broken
10 years ago
I'm sorry if I worried people last night. I had been drinking and had a massive crash after everything which has happened.
For those who don't know I lost my granddad a few weeks back and now my dad has been taken into hospital, hes OK but it still worries me. I broke up with my boyfriend because I'm confused about my sexuality and I didn't feel anything in the relationship anymore but now its breaking my heart because I thought I was finally happy. I'm sick of just not being able to be with someone and just be happy.
Not to mention all the shit with people making rumors about me doesn't help. I've also lost and pushed away good friends because of all this.
Everything has just caught up with me and its really getting me down.
I just feel alone and broken and I don't know what to do anymore...
For those who don't know I lost my granddad a few weeks back and now my dad has been taken into hospital, hes OK but it still worries me. I broke up with my boyfriend because I'm confused about my sexuality and I didn't feel anything in the relationship anymore but now its breaking my heart because I thought I was finally happy. I'm sick of just not being able to be with someone and just be happy.
Not to mention all the shit with people making rumors about me doesn't help. I've also lost and pushed away good friends because of all this.
Everything has just caught up with me and its really getting me down.
I just feel alone and broken and I don't know what to do anymore...
Besides, after the hangover, your problems are still there. ^^;;
I'm really sorry about your Grandfather's passing, and I'm glad to her that your father's alright. You and yours are always in my thoughts and prayers, m'friend. <:.)
I and a whole lot of other people love you, m'friend. Especially God. <:.)
If you ever want to talk, all you have to do is note me. <:) I'm here for you, m'friend. <:3
I know this really really sucks right now but you're not alone OK? Things will smooth out at least for a little while. There are lots of great people out there who can help you if you feel you need it.