Hey guys i know I've been off of here for a long time life got busy I didn't realize how long it had been since I posted. My mate Micah passed away March 28 and I haven't drawn much since then I'm really just now getting back into it. After he passed away I moved in with a friend of mine closer to my home town. I met a guy at my old job in late June we started dating and I'm really happy now and I know Micah is happy for me. I still love and miss him it's still hard for me to deal with him being gone it's just not as bad as it was before Derrek showed up. To be completely honest if he hadn't of come into my life when he did chances are I would have taken my own life within the next week. He's a blessing I have two angels watching over me Micah in heaven and Derrek by my side I'm very lucky considering my situation.