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Things have changed and I'm really really busy so, plz rd
10 years ago
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I broke it off with my boyfriend, and I'm /I've bought a new car, so. things are changing.
I'm still working on everything owed, so my activity will be posting things as they come along.
I've got a lot going on, so I'll be very busy otherwise.
I'll be working more as well, and that means home work(art and owed commissions) and my work schedule at my real job will be filling up since now I can make myself available to work full time.
I'm so so so sorry to everyone waiting on finished work from me~ Please be understanding this year has been really rough for me, and I've been juggling a lot, and it hasn't been easy. It really messes with my creative flow and focus.
But I promise work will be finished within my free time.
It was super hard to break up with him. We've been best friends for 10 years, and we'd been together for 4. But, many things complicated it and brought it to the final decision I made last night when I broke up with him.
as far as that goes? We're still living together (with his two brothers aswell) and we still will be sharing our room and bed, Which is honestly a little weird right now. I know it hurt him. Just the changes already, evne down to him being able to hold eye contact with me. I can see and ell It hurt him more than he'd ever tell me. But, I still love him, very much, Just, not like I used to. There are many reasons for that. But simply put, a relationship together just isn't good for us. But I'm happy we can remain the friends we've always been. I was most scared to loose him and his brothers.
With the life I've led, and thes epast ten years? They've always been 'my boys',. All my favorite memories are with the three brothers. I can't live without them. And I'm happy we could end it civally and mutually to where our friendship still remains. so.
So, I'm a bit of an emotional mess. It'll take time to adjust, and what not. But I'm ok.
Only thing to do now is care for myself and my animals and eventually move out and into a new home with a dear friend of mine. so, I'll be ok.
Thank you for reading. Just wanted to let everyone know, that cares to read~ that I didn't fall off the face of the earth and forget what I owe. so
I'm just having a rough time.
so far~ and sadly, it seems 2015 is the year of hard goodbyes and tough adult life decisions.
I'm still working on everything owed, so my activity will be posting things as they come along.
I've got a lot going on, so I'll be very busy otherwise.
I'll be working more as well, and that means home work(art and owed commissions) and my work schedule at my real job will be filling up since now I can make myself available to work full time.
I'm so so so sorry to everyone waiting on finished work from me~ Please be understanding this year has been really rough for me, and I've been juggling a lot, and it hasn't been easy. It really messes with my creative flow and focus.
But I promise work will be finished within my free time.
It was super hard to break up with him. We've been best friends for 10 years, and we'd been together for 4. But, many things complicated it and brought it to the final decision I made last night when I broke up with him.
as far as that goes? We're still living together (with his two brothers aswell) and we still will be sharing our room and bed, Which is honestly a little weird right now. I know it hurt him. Just the changes already, evne down to him being able to hold eye contact with me. I can see and ell It hurt him more than he'd ever tell me. But, I still love him, very much, Just, not like I used to. There are many reasons for that. But simply put, a relationship together just isn't good for us. But I'm happy we can remain the friends we've always been. I was most scared to loose him and his brothers.
With the life I've led, and thes epast ten years? They've always been 'my boys',. All my favorite memories are with the three brothers. I can't live without them. And I'm happy we could end it civally and mutually to where our friendship still remains. so.
So, I'm a bit of an emotional mess. It'll take time to adjust, and what not. But I'm ok.
Only thing to do now is care for myself and my animals and eventually move out and into a new home with a dear friend of mine. so, I'll be ok.
Thank you for reading. Just wanted to let everyone know, that cares to read~ that I didn't fall off the face of the earth and forget what I owe. so
I'm just having a rough time.
so far~ and sadly, it seems 2015 is the year of hard goodbyes and tough adult life decisions.
Limizuki
~limizuki
Move to washington and keep me company and bring all your critters too ;c
Reio
~reio
It really can be so hard, honestly, but it sounds like you made the right call, even if it was the hard one. Sometimes the hardest decisions to make end up being the best choices for us. I honestly am glad to hear that the friendship is still in tact even with that distress and the emotional things that come with the territory, but as time moves along, hopefully it will indeed all be alright and you and all of them can keep that bond. I hope things do start to go a bit better for you.. it's really hard hearing about how all of these things keep happening to you, the universe needs to give you a break here soon ! But bit by bit, it does at least seem like you are working through each new thing thrown at you... hang in there, focus on your health. We'll still be around, on here : ) But you yourself are so important too and your situation offline takes priority. You can do this
