Feeling better on a day to day basis. Loneliness still creeps up on me and kicks me down but i shake it off after a bit. Cant let myself dwell on it or it will consume me and almost kill me. I'm doing better and understand that things happen for a reason and nothing can be rushed in life. Someone is out there for me and hopefully one day i will meet her and be the one for each other. Until then I will just try to keep going and live life.