we broke up. im alone again. im sure my exfriend would be delighted to know. but we dont speak anymore. the horrible thing is that a week from today will be year from the fight that ended that particular friendship. and now ive lost my bf. whats wrong with me? huh? why does everyone always leave? my bf said that i was wonderful and that i havent done anything wrong. just that he didnt feel the spark. and i wasnt in love with him either but i was honestly growing to care about him more everyday. but that doesnt matter now. guess i truly dont matter.