Ok so lately life has been getting better for those of you who don't know me that well my life tends to be a constant kick to the nuts harder then an elephant stomping a skull, but yeah so i got a job and to start with it was looking great then i did not get paid...for a month.... finally got the money but there was so much to pay for i am once again flat broke basically ...but i have a place to live now finally on my own and a job and two beautiful creatures that have held me hostage as there mate and have helped me out a lot with emotional stuff and depression ...HOWEVER

As i now have my probationary licences it seems i need a car now this would not be a problem if so much stuff was expensive and bills and stuff were not in the way ...so i have put some money aside but the problem is the car i want is 1500 and so many people have already looked at it >...< so it may be gone soon and that sucks cause well its a car i could use a lot for work and for travel and even be able to get a side job owo

so i guess this is just me ranting and hoping that something good will happen soon ..i mean hey isnt part of this to get to know people better