1st - Things have been really rough for me emotionally. I won't be nearly as active as I used to be. Life is only getting worse as the years pass by. I've always had despair crushing me since I was a child. I don't think I can continue to go on like this. While suicidal thoughts are always a normal part of my thinking, it's gone beyond thinking again. It's gone to urges. I'm safe, right now. I've talked to a relative and chairbluepen a bunch. I need so much in the winter and I'm so... delicate.

I wish I had a use that I could make a living from but... sometimes, I think what's the purpose of me taking up space in this world?

Art commissions will nearly completely slow down, as this was a year that was generously given to me by my loved ones. But.. the time has come where I can't get art anymore as much. I need to stay warm, eat properly, stay clean, keep my clothes clean as well as provide things for my child and his schooling.

Besides, me leaving here won't make too much of a difference. I'm not an artist or a prolific commissioner. But just in case anyone wanders over, they'll know what's up.

Also, if anyone knows about immigrating between countries in relationship, I'd like to know about your experiences. You can leave it in a note or comment. Sadly, I don't have a certified talent or degree in anything, Chair is in a similar boat, and I have a child to boot. I don't know... how we're gonna be together... Next year we'll be going on 3 years of knowing each other... I don't know what we're going to do...

Anyways, sorry for the sad update. If you want to know more send a PM. Also, if you have me on Skype, send a message. I apologize for being a ghost, but I don't want to continuously cry about my issues everyday all the time to you all. People can only take so much gloom and doom before they start to avoid you entirely.

So I take myself out of the equation.

Best Regards,
Reise

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Art For Me

Commissions
| $1 Dollar Doodle Sketch Page Gift [PAID 12/12/2014] ✘
| $5 Chibi [PAID 12/12/2014] ✘
| $45 Sweater Baes [PAID 24/09/2015]
| $40 Virgo Goddess [PAID 27/09/2015]
| $55 Couple Photo [PAID 29/09/2015]
| $40 Me & Kali Huggles +Flats [PAID 01/10/2015]
| $40 Evil Pumpkin Propaganda [PAID 15/10/2015]
| $100 SU Winter Icons [PAID 26/10/2015]
| $16 Couple Scarf YCH [PAID 10/11/2015]
| $40 Special Present [PAID 10/11/2015]
| $40 Blue Cave YCH [PAID 13/11/2015]

Freebies & Gifts
lil-bea | Grumpy Cat [17/06/2015]
werefoxie | Tice in Space [15/03/2015]
Whelpsy | Colored Headshot March 2015
RadicalRosebud | March Fully Shaded Art
RadicalRosebud |March Fully Shaded Art
littleredraincoat | April Raffle Prizes
toks | Gift for mun [14/09/2015]
salkitten | Remember This Moment [09/11/2015]

Requested Refunds
vadzou | $15 Requested [28/12/2014] ✘
scrumplet | $10 Requested[25/07/2015] 80/100%

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