Yup.. I'm doing a vent journal. The main reason why is because I don't want to point out anybody involved in this, and honestly do I think I'd be better off if these said people do not know who they are. NOBODY IS TO BALME! It is just how I am, and that is simply that.


What's borthering me is when I see friends of mine become closer friends to each other, and connection between them and me is not so strong as it used to be. This is however due to School, Work and Timezones. Mostly Timezones. Timezones are a bitch. Anywho. They're throwing art against each other everywhere and anywhere.

But why is this bothering me? I gave it some thought. I did not like the answer so much, but it was the brutal truth, and I accpted it, because that's who I am. I am an art whore. Straight out! Now, keep in mind that there are no official definition of art whore. Not as faar as I am aware of. For some people is it a person who gets lots of art within a short amount of time, and for others is it just having lots of art. There are also a 3rd definition, but I cannot remember it.
This is also why I don't want the people involved to know about this. Because I don't want those involved to hurl art towards me to make me feel better. It would just makes things worse in fact. But as I said: They are not to blame. There are nothing they can do about it, and I don't think they should either.

Stuff like this should make me happy, not sad...
But it burns actually...
_{It...Burns...}

However, my main concernes right now is that some people might frown upon me now, and I might loose a few connections. I truly hope that it is not the case.


Wow. That was depressing. Click the link below, and you'll see the cutest little shit you're gonna see in days:
http://imgur.com/FJbkGmE

_{This was actually a really thought challange for me to write, and express my feelings and thoughts, while saying what I was thinking and what I felt, while not going too directly or too 'Bitchy' about it.}