How does life treat you??(one would ask) well to be honest i really dont know any more nothing is clear any more, what was something now feels hallow like an empty shell just waiting to break. and its already started to crack. Another would ask what would you do to try and fix this empty shell ,, honestly not even i have an answer for that, at one point i would have tried to find a solution but seriously ive come to the point that it just seems hopeless no matter how much it hurts, just seems SO EMPTY as if there is nothing there. ya know that saying that everyone says (I once was lost but now im found??) heh well these days this puppy thought He was found but it turns out he was lost the whole time.....*cries*