Venting rant of venting rantingness
10 years ago
Well. But of a naff time recently. Fuck dating sites... one or two conversations going bad I can deal with. But practically every one? Nope really fucking getting to me. Because apparently i'm to weird or nervous or awkward because I can be quiet too much.
Well... yea that's me. I'm a furry nervous weirdo who is pretty terrified half the time I interact with anyone!! And any time I get confident with talking to people. SOMETHING will happen to set me all the way back to where I started... with no friends no girlfriend, no drive... and back to being a zero confidence introvert... so to put it lightly ... FUCK YOU WORLD!!! I just don't have the energy for it anymore.
Well... yea that's me. I'm a furry nervous weirdo who is pretty terrified half the time I interact with anyone!! And any time I get confident with talking to people. SOMETHING will happen to set me all the way back to where I started... with no friends no girlfriend, no drive... and back to being a zero confidence introvert... so to put it lightly ... FUCK YOU WORLD!!! I just don't have the energy for it anymore.
Also don't give up hope. Sometimes you just got to dredge through the sludge to find that treasure that's out there. If they can't understand you being who you are and getting all offended by you not being exactly what they need then they aren't worth your time at all.
Someone should like/love you for who you are no matter what kind of person you are. That's the keeper in my books =3
This sort of venting is def good for ya. I hope you have other outlets that help you, too. Being shy/awkward/weird can make social interaction so hard sometimes. I go through the same thing sometimes. Keep trying, tho! There's another, wierd/awkward gal (or guy?) out there thinking the same things that you'll get along with. ;)