I know its been a bit since ive given you guys a propper update, but i need to vent.

Have you ever had a feeling like no matter how hard you try to get your work out there it just ends up never being seen? Im currently having that feeling myself.

It seems that my recent uploads never get attention and i fear that i might just have to stoop to shilling out porn just to get my name out there.

Dont get me wrong i love just doing work for me and to improve but i want to get a fanbase started in this fandom. i've been drawing for 9 years back when i joined the fandom and i honestly feel like i have nothing to show for it. I know i have over 200 watchers on fa and every watch i get is always a big deal to me. It honestly makes me feel that my work matters that there is an audience out there who likes my style and charachters, But i feel like sometimes i dont deserve them.

I honestly feel like i dont update you guys enough to keep this fanbase up and i honestly feel bad about it.

I dont know i could just be rambling or self loathing again.