Not so obvious..
10 years ago
I don't know if it makes much sense.. but I work hard on my art so that I feel worthy to talk to those artists who are so much better and more well known than I am. I feel really honored when the actually say hi to me.
SkyShadow
~skyshadow
You are a great artist, Leetah! <3
Leetah43
~leetah43
OP
I worry that my art isn't consistent enough.. you, Vader, UV and a lot of others, I can recognize your art by the style. While mine feels like it's all over the place..
Zero_II_Wrathoss
~zeroiiwrathoss
I Get the same kind of feeling Leetah, heck Vader, yourself, UV, Sharna, the fact each of you say hi, and hug me back, Lifts me like you wouldn't believe, I look up to you all.
AstralMouse
~astralmouse
I'm no artist, but I think your art is great o.o And my roommate has had similar thoughts, so it's not weird or anything, it makes sense to me.
Kage Kitsune
~silverfurredkage
I totally understand. Not being an artist, I'm always feeling 'unworthy' to speak to those artists I do admire, and as such, get terribly shy X3
Froogle92
~froogle92
You're making some quite impressive things Leetah, and you're a very nice, approachable person I think. Still, I know how it can feel!
Leetah43
~leetah43
OP
If I'm just focusing on my own work and not looking through FA or watching someone streaming, I can look at my stuff and think it's pretty good (or at least okay). But if I look and think about how distinct and what big followings some people have *pointed look at the first comment in the thread* then I start thinking I'm not good enough and how dare I think it's okay to talk to them..
Froogle92
~froogle92
It's okay to keep developing your style. Also don't compare page views...it's kind of an empty thing. You can have tons of views and watchers but still not have a lot of feedback and interaction. It's more about how you interact with other people and not how good of an artist you are.

Keep up the good work, girl. You do neat stuff <3. However, you shouldn't need to feel pressure to impress people in order to be able to talk to them. You being a sweet person is enough =3
Leetah43
~leetah43
OP
I shouldn't NEED to.. but i do.. i'm not very good at being social so i feel like I have to do something to get a little bit of attention. even though i then feel really guilty for it, since i don't want to be seen as one of those people who beg and and whine to get attention.. kinda like this journal which i will probably be deleting after i've gotten a bit more sleep.
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