Hey guys...

I have a confession to make and I need help.
I am addicted to chatting, the internet and seeking constant recognition/confirmation. The reason for this is my home situation.

I have no degree, I am locked up in my room and am forced to find work for a few years now, but because of an exceptionally long depression combined with well... Basically mentally abusive parents, I have no degree in any school, while having the knowledge to get several Masters. Because of this, nobody wants to hire me, I'm broke and I live in a 2m on 4m room with only a computer with internet access, a bed, some books and some water. I cannot leave this room without getting mentally attacked by any of my parents, I have become selectively mute because I just don't dare to speak most times, my hygiëne is crap and I usually get a maximum of 1 meal a day, leaving me underweight. Online is my only escape right now, where I can chat with people, people who understand me, people who make great art, people who love me of who I am. Hell, I even have managed to make a small fanbase around my own Portal 2 chambers, who make me feel like I can actually achieve things! Every single one of those fans made me feel great, until I've stopped making these chambers. That's when I declined into a deep depression again...

Recently, I've picked up Second Life again, and I've managed to find a few really awesome people with who I can chat, with who I can cry, with who I can laugh, and it's amazing. Hell, I've even found one such wonderful person who manages to give me a smile on my face every time they chat with me. They give me hope. But right now, I'm on a breakdown again. I cannot live like this any longer.

I'm stuck between 4 walls with the only window to the world being my computer. I have medical bills that I cannot afford, I am broke. I have only one way out, but I can't do it on my own. I need your help. I need to pay my medical bills and then move out to someone where I can finally feel safe, where I am free, but it all costs money. You can donate to the link below, if you wish to. The amount already donated helped me a lot by already paying a huge chunk of the bills, but I need more. I need a reserve of about 2000 euros at least, of which 700 to 800 will be used to move out.

https://www.gofundme.com/gg2b5uag It's my only hope, and I'm sorry for asking this, but I have no choice anymore...