So I know that I do better progress when I'm streaming; though I've only publicly streamed that one time a while ago. Even more annoying is that my job us taking more out of me that an I can stand, psychologically and physically, and it leaves me both drained, stressed and with an income that can just barely cover rent, let alone all the other bills. I constantly at odd with myself and having to fight my own thoughts, leaving me a constant turmoil of just sitting at a chair.

I see all these Ganges, whether I have them or want them, and part of me knows that I'd only play then a little, an hour to a day max, before losing all interest in playing it again. Maybe it's cause part of me wants someone to play them with; like splatoon, Pokemon, WildStar, monster hunter and the like. Maybe I see them more as set rewards to play once I do this or that, like sly 4 or megaman x or the metroid trilogy, but mentally think I haven't done anything to merit playing it.
Must of the time I have a hard time remembering what genuinely felt fun for a long stretch of time in a pay session.

I dunno, I'm just rambling right now; no real need to pay attention to that part.

Another thing, I'm thinking of another ych piece, but I dunno when I should set it up...
Extra thing, is there anything on particular you guys wasn't NE to draw mire of?