I know your watching my FA like a hawk so I just wanted to say im really sorry for the misunderstanding about commission and request art

I actually haven't been watching your FA. I was directed here by someone else (whose name I won't mention, please don't press).

I know your upset and you block me

I didn't block you because I was upset. I blocked you because I don't appreciate threats, antagonism, and callout journals when I have done nothing except calmly explain the situation each time. You, on the other hand, have come at me in an aggressive manner every time I have tried to engage in dialogue with you. Even this "apology" is very aggressive in nature ("I'm sorry but I'M NOT GOING TO SAY IT AGAIN AND YOU'RE IGNORING ME!!")

I would like to talk to you and hope your willing to listan to me with my commission problem and the reasond why I don't pay for commissions and don't have a paypal

I'm willing to talk, but I'm not really sure what else there is to talk ABOUT. You've explained your PayPal situation to me, and while I'm sympathetic, I don't really know what you expect me (or other artists) to do about it. It seems to me like your problems with PayPal are between you and PayPal.

this is the last time im gonna say sorry to you since I say it to you lots of times but you seem to ignore it!

I'm not ignoring you - I'm still waiting for some sign that you're actually interested in dialogue and not just trying to browbeat me into agreeing with you. Ever since our last conversation, everything you've sent to me has felt like you pushing me and saying, "I'm sorry BUT IT'S YOUR FAULT I'M UPSET" when I have done nothing to you. I posted one meme on Twitter nearly two months ago that you didn't like, and ever since then, you have been bulldogging me about it.

I especially don't appreciate you trying to make me feel guilty for taking a vacation, as if me going to Disney World means I'm loaded with cash and should be doing free art. I saved up for months to take that trip because my family is moving 700 miles away and it was the last time I'd get to spend with them before they leave.

I am a patient person, and I am okay explaining myself to people most of the time, but that crossed a line. Doing art is my profession, and it is not my fault that you have payment issues, nor is it my responsibility to justify every personal expense of mine in order for it to be acceptable for me to take commissions instead of doing art for free. Because quite frankly, how I spend my money is my own business. Art is a product that I sell - if you are unwilling or unable to buy that product, then don't. That is simply how economics work. Some artists do free art - others do not.

also please do not report this journal to FA adminstrators other wise you will be repoted and block as well plus its odd to be reported for a sorry journal!

I have no intention of reporting this journal unless it breaks FA's rules, which it doesn't. As for you reporting me, I'm not sure what you'd report me FOR, since I haven't broken any site rules, but perhaps the admins would feel differently. Either way, I'd just as soon just drop the whole matter. The only reason I said I would report you for the last journal was because it was a callout journal, which is against the site's rules.

once again im sorry for the misunderstanding and please understand (if your willing to listan)

I accept your apology, but when and if you respond, bear in mind that I do not respond well to threats or anger when I have calmly responded to all of your points. If you want to discuss this further, okay, but kindly refrain from personal attacks in the future.