I got back from the doctor and my back is healing better and I can walk but I will need to do a lot of resting and I may be able to do gaming, movies, and internet surfing. The surgery that I got last week is helping me to get better and better. I still have to worry about the bone spurs and need to rehab my body. I will need to take it easy and let my back heal and recover. I am on a low budget and I will need to spend a whole lot of time in bed. It's hard to sleep in a poorly organized home but I will always be able to do the gaming and enjoy acing them. I wanna be a fursuiter so badly but I also want to make sure my family has a nice clean home and when we get out of the dump we live in we will have a more peaceful and safer home to organize and I can have all our games and movies in a recreation room. For now, I have to let my body finish healing. When I die, I wanna be cremated and my ashes in an urn with a wolf on it. I love wolves. Best I can do right now is video gaming and net surfing. I will always be happy to answer your questions and I won't keep secrets nor lie. I wanna be honest with all of you. I will be in a figurative coma which I will be awake but not able to do anything because of the pain I had but I will always be willing to support you all from the internet.