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Depression...
10 years ago
Ah...what a train wreck...hehe...
This week I've learned that my Grandmother in China got Wet Lung and Lymph...and well...she's getting treated in a hospital...but she doesn't seem to be doing so well....
So my father went back to China to help things out since he knows a lot of people and have connections, but....within the same week...I also learned that my father has a fairly large Kidney Stone.... Had the go to the ER with him on the day BEFORE departure since the doctor said that boarding the plane in this could be life threatening...(but he arrived safe and sound so that's a relief) (I really want to go back with him...but our budget won't allow for another plane ticket....ps not asking for donation)
All that with the addition of (these pressure is really small comparing to the above two) preparing for my upcoming college finals and a LOT of things that really depresses me... and (ok this is even smaller) the fact that I'm basically lonely as ****...I have little to no methods of getting anything off my chest...so the only thing I can do is just suppress all of my negative emotions and just sleep...Of course that won't really do anything good...
so...yeah...Why am I posting this? Honestly...I don't know... Maybe this is one of the way that I can get something like this off my chest a little bit?...
This week I've learned that my Grandmother in China got Wet Lung and Lymph...and well...she's getting treated in a hospital...but she doesn't seem to be doing so well....
So my father went back to China to help things out since he knows a lot of people and have connections, but....within the same week...I also learned that my father has a fairly large Kidney Stone.... Had the go to the ER with him on the day BEFORE departure since the doctor said that boarding the plane in this could be life threatening...(but he arrived safe and sound so that's a relief) (I really want to go back with him...but our budget won't allow for another plane ticket....ps not asking for donation)
All that with the addition of (these pressure is really small comparing to the above two) preparing for my upcoming college finals and a LOT of things that really depresses me... and (ok this is even smaller) the fact that I'm basically lonely as ****...I have little to no methods of getting anything off my chest...so the only thing I can do is just suppress all of my negative emotions and just sleep...Of course that won't really do anything good...
so...yeah...Why am I posting this? Honestly...I don't know... Maybe this is one of the way that I can get something like this off my chest a little bit?...
