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10 years ago
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Update for how things go for me.
The last 4 weeks I had a Molecular Biology class, a lot of lab work and a theory exam in the last week. I actually think I did pretty well so I might've succeeded that class. That however didn't go without a cost as the stress caused my health problems to get worse again, the irritating pain returned again and I get less sleep again. It's pretty obvious that stress is the main cause of my problems. The new class that started this week (immediately after the last one) isn't going to well as result of that.
I have so little energy that I that simply can't focus on the assignments anymore and I'm trying to regain some sleep through the middle of the day now, hopefully that will work.
To make things worse I had another appointment with the study advisor (a week ago) who told me that the way it's going now gives a negative outlook on the future and that I should probably go back to collage, which I answered to with: NO!
Although that assumption is a bit too short sighted, it does play on in the back of my head, how my health issues keep getting in the way of my study.
I might take a bit longer for the time being but I really continue on like this in the long term. Eventually I need to do it like everyone else does. I need to be able to have enough energy to stay focused through the entire year.
Obviously this also has effect on how I do at art. My focus at first was to at least do a little bit of figure drawing practice every day, but I don't even get that done. Besides it's also frustrating that I still can't visualize the things I think up.
The last 4 weeks I had a Molecular Biology class, a lot of lab work and a theory exam in the last week. I actually think I did pretty well so I might've succeeded that class. That however didn't go without a cost as the stress caused my health problems to get worse again, the irritating pain returned again and I get less sleep again. It's pretty obvious that stress is the main cause of my problems. The new class that started this week (immediately after the last one) isn't going to well as result of that.
I have so little energy that I that simply can't focus on the assignments anymore and I'm trying to regain some sleep through the middle of the day now, hopefully that will work.
To make things worse I had another appointment with the study advisor (a week ago) who told me that the way it's going now gives a negative outlook on the future and that I should probably go back to collage, which I answered to with: NO!
Although that assumption is a bit too short sighted, it does play on in the back of my head, how my health issues keep getting in the way of my study.
I might take a bit longer for the time being but I really continue on like this in the long term. Eventually I need to do it like everyone else does. I need to be able to have enough energy to stay focused through the entire year.
Obviously this also has effect on how I do at art. My focus at first was to at least do a little bit of figure drawing practice every day, but I don't even get that done. Besides it's also frustrating that I still can't visualize the things I think up.
