I didnt think my life could get any fucking worse but once again life has proved me wrong. I literally didn't sleep even five minutes tonight due to depression thoughts keeping me awake in agony over how worthless I am. So at 6.30 in the morning I went down to take my medication and my mother woke up and asked me what i was doing up. I told her I was going to re-scheduel a meeting I was going to today because I didn't feel good. She told me I just had turned the day upside down and slept during they day and was awake during the night. I told her I couldn't sleep because I was feeling depressen and I also told her that I was literally planning on comitting suicide and that I want to blow my brains out. AND HER FUCKING RESPONSE WAS "Go sleep for 30 minutes and hour I'll wake you up" I literally told her I wanted to KILL MYSELF and she didn't fucking care. FUCK HER! I knew that she didn't fucking care. This might be the one thing that finally sends me over the fucking edge. Good bye world I hope I get to sleep forever very soon.