i was doing the one thing you never do! compare your self to other mediums . i started feeling stagnant looking at the growth of digital artists verses my own. now it is true that i have a great watcher baise that is fun and brings me so much joy (super thank you to all my regular commenters ) this is still a failing bissiness in comparison but thats not right now that i see thats the same mind set that lead me to draw things i don't even like just to get views in hopes for some ones table scraps I'm broke its no lie but i want to draw for passion again and i will on a side note christmas is coming up and i need some money for gifts so for the rest of the month its pay what you want to