okay.. so here it comes. the reason why i have been gone

it started with my heart condition that just tok a turn to the worse and the docs didnt wanna help me.
i had to fight my way thrught it untill they gave in and helped me some.

then i went with my school for a trip to japan and i had an amazing 10 days.
when i flew back to norway i went straight to my boyfriends place to stay with him for some days.


then.. i got the call..
my mom called me at haloween and gave me the bad news..
my 17 year old little sister have canser.. she is now up for her operation to remove some of her stomack to try to stop it.


and ofc school also came and ate all my time and it got way to much for me.. i am starting to be worse than ever.
so i ask for understanding from you guys.. i go thrugh alot. with sickness, family trouble and deperssion..

i just need time.. i'll be fine..