Useless rant
10 years ago
You know when you're feeling stuck, having a bit of a situation that bothers you so but ultimately is only in your hand to fix if possible and there's nothing anyone can do about it but yourself ? I have that. And I'd love to expunge the feeling by ranting about it, complaining, just at least telling how I feel and why it distresses me. And you start putting it to paper, or pixels really, who writes that shit on paper, it's not like anyone is going to comment on your paper... Unless you scan it and post it somewhere. And finally then people can read about whatever it is that's going wrong.
But then you stop and think it over, not what you feel, but what the rant will bring you. It could bring you sympathy point. Which is all nice but where do you spend those ? I don't care much for sympathy. It could bring you advices ! Except, really, there's no advice that's going to fix your head. Well shit. It could bring you nothing. It could be ignored. Ultimately, even if it's not nice to feel ignored, it all comes down to that same point anyway.
Your useless rant is useless and you find yourself in the exact same situation you used to be before you wrote that bullshit. You just wasted time pouring your hear out and in the end you don't get anything for it. Yet there's nothing else you can do anyway. But if nothing you can write will make you feel any better, if you won't get anything out of it, why even bother pouring your heart out ? You might as well just write a useless rant about useless rants.
But then you stop and think it over, not what you feel, but what the rant will bring you. It could bring you sympathy point. Which is all nice but where do you spend those ? I don't care much for sympathy. It could bring you advices ! Except, really, there's no advice that's going to fix your head. Well shit. It could bring you nothing. It could be ignored. Ultimately, even if it's not nice to feel ignored, it all comes down to that same point anyway.
Your useless rant is useless and you find yourself in the exact same situation you used to be before you wrote that bullshit. You just wasted time pouring your hear out and in the end you don't get anything for it. Yet there's nothing else you can do anyway. But if nothing you can write will make you feel any better, if you won't get anything out of it, why even bother pouring your heart out ? You might as well just write a useless rant about useless rants.
Also. even though it may seem no one reads things or comments on everything you wish to, but sometimes people just have no comments or know what to say or do, it is noticed.
Even if it isnt, the feeling of putting it out there does take some stress off of your shoulders.
For what it's worth, best wishes on getting through whatever you have going on.