So I noticed that some people on various platforms have removed me. I figured I should put this up as a kind of cover all, a thing that everyone should know about me.

I often don't talk too much, I keep things to myself. That's just how I am. The people I love, the people I care about, I don't talk to them every day. There is a quite simple reason that I don't. I don't have anything interesting to say. Simply put, I find the humdrum statements, "oh I'm fine, how are you?", "Hanging in there" and all that rather boring and annoying to keep hearing every single day.

This is the same reason I lost my first girlfriend. Granted, I was a stupid teenager (Yeah I had my first girlfriend at age 17 shut up.) and I didn't want to bug her with the boring stuff. "Oh I went to school, yeah that's about it" makes for a short conversation.

So what about now? Well, all I do is work, and that makes for an even shorter conversation. I work a lot and want to relax when I get home. A few of you come to me to RP, that's all well and good, but I need to be in the mood, and with this my muse has come back.

I'm sorry for not talking much. I just don't want to annoy you. I still care about you. I'm still your friend.

I'm reminded of something that I heard on a youtube video from ZeFrank. "Let me think about the people who I care about the most, and how when they fail or disappoint me... I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself." I will always care about you, no matter what. Just because I don't talk to you, doesn't mean I forgot about you.

TL:DR - I'm sorry for not talking to you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RYlCVwxoL_g

"And god let me enjoy this. Life isn’t just a sequence of waiting for things to be done."