I don't think I ever thought that art could move a person so much as I have experienced today. I got a picture comissioned by the lovely  kittybird and I've had pictures comissioned before and while they've always been awesome and i've loved all of them this time was something extra special.

So I wanted a picture of my fursona in a feminine way. And boy did it turn out great. It turned out better than I ever could expect and I really don't know what to say I can't find the words. All I can say is the picture touched me deeply as it was very personal to me. Some history about me might be requiered to understand why. When I grew up I was frequently bullied for being kinda girlie. When I was young I would cry very easily and most of my friends were girls and for some reason people thought that made me a girl. I was endlessly teased for being "gay" and "a girl" and I learned to "man up" shutting down most of the way I was and wanted to be. And now when I had this picture made it just hit me right in the heart and I think it's the first time a picture has brought me to tears. That very picture is exactly who I want to be and who I aspire to be and who I hope to be.

Im sure im sounding like a sappy idiot but it really meant alot to me so once again thank you so very much  kittybird

the picture can be found here
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18456412/