And so it was that like a feathered monster of pocket I appeared wildly on the interwebs again. I'm sure many of you that actually read these journals of mine probably either (A) thinking of putting me in a cage so I don't fly away again, or (B) waiting for me to fly away again. And chances are I probably will pop off again. But while I am here let me see if I can fill in some of the events of the last year and a half.

First off, I had a mighty big cancer scare, and have had to deal with both my father and grandfather getting cancer. Now I'm usually the first to jump at some conspiracy theory about radioactive waste in our toilet bowls or some nonsense, but I almost would sound sane if I did given the situation. I'm going to be okay, as are the donators of my genes, so no worries there. If I was going down you can be sure I'd tell people and I would go out like jigsaw, doing what I love.

As for my art, well I have tried to draw again and it made me sadfaced and so I hid everything I did in a box and threw it in vat of cement. I always try to do something artistic, and it always makes me feel subpar, and then I do what birds do best, eat my weight in food, but I don't weigh that much so I suppose that is a small kindness. Maybe someday I won't be so hard on myself and I will actually post something on here that was done on paper, and by me.

I also found out that I have PTSD from my time in the army, yay. I've sought help and have found that it's the cause for my dereliction of duties, i.e. Being present on the Internet and talking to people for more then a day. It also explains why I was so spastic a few years back, I was rude to friends, and was just unpleasant to be around. Now I'm not using this as an excuse, I'm just trying to be a better bird.

Let's see, between that and my mates fear that I am going to get picked up my men in black for some of the experiments I run, I think that about covers it all. For a complete list of said experiments, just ask, but don't say I didn't warn you.

I'm glad to be back posting things, I never really left if you count me looking at posts and general flying around, but I want to get back in touch with people.

Oh, and I will be attending Anime LA this year, I know there are a few furs that attend such things, if anyone ends up being there as well or knows anyone who will be there, let me know, it be great to meet some people.

I think that should do it for now, if I think of any other updates I'll be sure to follow up on here. =P