When you think you have an handle on stuff life decides to throw curve balls at you. As some of you may or may not know I have a GF... OMG SIVAR HAS A GF! Yes I know I'm tied down for now lol. But as I am writing this I'm a bit of a wreck as she has breast cancer and is in surgery getting a full mastectomy of her left breast and reconstruction. So far it's been 5 hours and they said it was going to be a total of a 4-6 hour procedure. Nothing worse than waiting on a phone call hoping everything is ok. Thats just one example of how life is in my eyes.

I try to catch a break even on my own recovery from surgery and i go and trip on my shoe in PT and tear up some of the new bindings my bicep made to my left arm bone, screws are still there undamaged though. Even more of the other crap i have to deal with seems to go tits up and wind up in the shitter.

I know the man responsible for this, his name is Murphy. No not robocop you twit, the man that said "anything that can go wrong will go wrong". I will find this asshole and punch him in the dick lol.

Also for those of you that listen I am working on another podcast/video again (last one got rejected by the bosses because it was too harsh). So I this to the overly political and sensitive listeners, DO LISTEN I want to destroy you, unless of course your easy to get buthurt then forget it lol.

Nuff said.