You should stream. I love your art style and the content of what you draw. Plus you seem like an interesting person to get to know ^^

Aww, thank you. >///<

I'm not sure if this little laptop can handle it tho and I'm not very tech savvy to know which stream site is the best or how to make it work well with this laptop. @A@

I hope you manage to get back into the swing of the whole social thing. If you feel up to it, I'm always willing to chat. Hell, considering I'm the UK, I don't really have many ways to legally watch PoM, so having you gush about it to me would probably help me get a grasp on some of the newer characters you've drawn/mentioned.

Thank you, I really do love to talk to people, I'm still working through a lot of- well, it has been diagnosed as PTSD so, yeah, that. I'm hoping I can get back into the swing, I miss it a lot.

Aww, I haven't gushed with my voice in a LONG time!
I actually don't talk vocally a lot at all really, my husband works and when he comes home he really has no interest in my interests and the times I am around other people I'm not really meant to spend all the time 'socially' interacting since it's LARP. My husband insists I stay on point and in character.

I really need a fun community that shares my Julien love, or at least enjoys listening to me, if that's okay. >///>

I'm not sure me on my own would constitute a 'community', but if I can help, I'd like to try. I can confidently say I share your Julien love, at the very least. I don't want to push you into it though, if it's likely to aggravate your PTSD.

I actually used to have friends. But then things happened, people changed, and now I just kinda rely on detached conversations with the furry community. I mean, I'm aware that some of the things I say shouldn't really be told to people I just met but I just keep myself distant while mentioning this stuff. Reason being I can then perform an objective and unemotional response should anyone reply negatively... Though I can go off the handle if pressured, but that's rare among furs. I never skype, I don't want people to ever see me. If I let someone see me, it's pretty much a sign that I have great trust in them. And if you see anything bare than my hands and face... Then, fuck, that's even bigger (I don't like being exposed, even if it's just my arms). I never have long talks nowadays, I've got trust issues. As in, I trust people and they fuck me over. -_- Prefer animals, least they listen. Closest thing I've had to a friend was a blackbird I had. He somehow knew what I was talking about, understood anything I told him. Of course, he died so... Yeah. I used to talk to people, be open to friends, but I've never had a (human) friend in the last six years. I just drew away, betrayal after betrayal, and locked myself up. It's not all bad. I mean, I keep myself company and my ego has actually begun to form after so long. Of course, my various phobias have gotten worse... I'm practically a mute in public, I hate being in crowds of strangers, I hate my reflection, I hate anyone touching or looking at me... I've got a lot of issues. XD But at least I'm smart and have good morals. That's good enough for me.

Yeah, I rambled, but I swear I have a point to it all. I'm a far bigger freak than you could ever see yourself as. I don't really know you, but what I do know is that you're shy, kind, a great artist, and friendly. Life is fucked up and society is only gonna be filled with more and more assholes as times goes on, but that doesn't mean there's no hope for you. You're part of one of the greatest communities in the world. Yeah, we're smutty and we have assholes, but the same could be said about any group. Just look at all the people who support you, who comment on your journals no matter what they may be about. I'm sure some of them haven't left your side in a very, very long time. Real friends stand by you and put up with all kinds of shit, regardless of if they hold their tongue or not about it. I'm not saying you should trust everyone who comments or talk talk to random guys (Me especially. You said 'stuff happened' and 'PTSD', which normally suggest things I seriously resent happening to anyone. Not to mention I kinda absorb experiences, it's a weird mental tick of mine which allows me to adapt to situations or relate with near perfect accuracy with someone, so I'd likely be violently sick to my stomach... It's why I quit being a psychologist, I couldn't handle feeling everyone's pain).

My point is, behind all this rambling, you're likely surrounded by people who'll do untold good for you just as you're surrounded by those who'll cause untold hurt. You just gotta see who's always been there for you, who's always cared for you, and you'll know who you can truely be yourself around. *hugs* Warts and all.

We're still here Tsu, just waiting for you ;w;

I don't have any friend in real life. I'm a loner. I was rejected too many times that it made me feel insecure and a nuisance to society. The only people I have irl are my family, who obviously don't care about my Julien obsession. My older brother makes fun of me by having a crush on a cartoon character, he can't realise how much that hurts me inside.
The other people I have are my online friends, but only a few likes Julien. And my boyfriend, but he doesn't like the character, that when I talk to him about Julien, he gets annoyed, or even worse, he starts a fight against me and my crush. I think I once told you he was jealous of him, right? I told him that he was acting immature. He cried. I don't understand him, tbh

I have a bad time socializing. I'm not good at it at all. I can't start a conversation myself. I just don't know how to do it. The few times I did that I started shaking and even panicking. It was horrible.
I just hate being in crowded places. I just can't tolerate it, and it makes me feel anxious. I'm most of time in my house, on the PC. I feel safe here, and know I don't have to talk to anyone face to face.

Btw, I have to confess something that people barely know about me. I have Asperger's Syndrome. Of course I'm not blaming it for the way I am, but for some reason, I know I prefer to be alone doing the things I love, like drawing or watching cartoons, than talking to people irl.