Don't be so hard on yourself, You should be allowed to have a social life around commissions, most people would gladly understand that. Take some time, relax and focus on you a little bit, your health and happiness levels be more than thankful <3

That's what I thought. But most don't seem to understand that...
Like when I mentioned I got a PS3 finally and been playing it.

I had afew people complain that I should put Art first before having Personal Time.

Granted I know I am slow at times. And it may take me awhile.
But I will get my commissions done.

But with work having me on every shift. It just screws up my sleep.
Like.. One day I go in at 1pm and get off at 9:30pm. The next day it can be 8am to 4:30pm or 10am to 6:30
It just random atm.

And work adds onto my stressed.

This might be part of the misunderstanding, that you have a retail job on top of art and needing some rest time as well.
It's a good idea to post publicly if you haven't already that you have a swing shift job outside of art. This keeps misunderstanding down to a minimum if you provide a warning and an estimated wait time.
Setting yourself a schedule around your work hours too I have found helps. Like put aside 2-3 hours each day before or after work to do commissions and the rest of the day sleeping or relaxing.

This being said, having to work those same hours before I know can screw up scheduling. Those days you work evening shift, you'd have to wake up early to work on commissions. Those days you work morning, you'd obviously have to work after. Putting yourself on an 'early to bed early to rise' is the best solution. I do know as a natural nocturnal myself it's really hard to do even with an alarm. It definitely put a damper on my production.

If you dont want to draw, you dont have to ;O;

your personal health is very important, work on getting those issues fixed if you can ;~;
Have you seen a dentist?

Do you know whats making you stressed? Try to work on dealing with that too :3

I'm sorry you're having a bad time ;O; *hugs*

Yeah I know. v.v

Haha... This sickness hot me out of nowhere. And been taking meds.
But working doesn't help much XP

As for the Dentist.
No insurance. No money to see them. ;~;
(However be getting Insurance soon from my job finally)
But I HATE the dentist >< Too many bad experiences with them, XP

Mostly work.
Getting overwhelmed.
And being Rushed.

It's ok. x.x

*hugs* well hopefully it sounds like it'll be sorted soon! I hope you feel better soon <3

Don't miss that party. You need a break in all honesty.
Your commissioners should understand personal issues should come first.


Take a long break do little work alright? Don't over work yourself

Idk if I'll have the money for the party XP
Gas and Food is taking alot and I'll be getting paid Thursday. x.x

I'm trying to get one or two icons done tonight.

sweetie your health is very important to me and everyone, and you should have a personal life. its okay if you don't do the commissions right now, just take your time and make sure your health is first. now haz some soup and get some rest~

I just finished your icon. ;x;

I'm taking a break now to let my Headache die down before starting on the next one >3<

TY and I suffer from constant migraines every day and what helps me is Best's choice Extra Strength Headache Relief, Aspirin (NSAID) and Caffeine. You can find it at Walmart and it works really well for me and fast two tablets and I'm good for the day.

Awwe don't miss out on things because of commissions.