I guess because of what happened in the past, everyone will want to keep their distance from me. I can't blame them but at the same time I can't help but think that anyone could just do something to help me out, then maybe I can actually start believing in this fandom on this website again. Its gotten to the point that I may end up starting to move away from FA and go to another website sooner or later. I had hoped I could get some kind of a story commission from anyone that wanted to maybe help tell a story but... Now I don't think that anymore. It's all about the pictures to express ones feelings. Don't get me wrong, I think it's a nice gesture as well, but sometimes a story can do that as well.

Well enough of my sad ranting, this month was just bad for me it seems and with no help I couldn't make it better. I got a promotion at my job recently so by next month I will start to see a better pay at work while also going back to night shift again. Which means rarely will I be seen at nights.

I'm just gonna leave up here that I'm always going to be open for story commissions and those who wish to do so, can note me with the title, story commission. Until then ... Everyone else have a happy holidays. Mine has already been ruined in a sense.