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making hard decisions...
10 years ago
so i have to make a decision about my son. Moving into a new place....things got worse. I'm the only one out of three people that has a job. I work part time, so that doesn't pay anything. I could work full time, but i have bubs.
I'm scared. really scared, mostly for my son. I've applied to families first so i can get day care assistance to allow me full time, but i have to come up with a back up plan. The idea of sending my son to his grandmother in california for a couple months came up. This scares me, but what could happen scares me worse. I don't want to send my son away. every day will scare the shit out of me, but there's no where else for him to go.
Its just really hard. ironically, i'd be fine if it was my friend baily cause baily would just skype me daily. Plus bubs would have a friend to play with. Dean seems to be an awesome kid.
The reality is I don't want my kid without a place. If i have to go to california and set everything up for him, I will. It sucks. I hate it, but I might have to do it.
Really starting to wonder if it was worth leaving ca. Its not any better for me here. Only thing i got out of it is an at home job then found out i could had a better one if i stayed in ca. yay life?
imma go hid in my hole now.
I'm scared. really scared, mostly for my son. I've applied to families first so i can get day care assistance to allow me full time, but i have to come up with a back up plan. The idea of sending my son to his grandmother in california for a couple months came up. This scares me, but what could happen scares me worse. I don't want to send my son away. every day will scare the shit out of me, but there's no where else for him to go.
Its just really hard. ironically, i'd be fine if it was my friend baily cause baily would just skype me daily. Plus bubs would have a friend to play with. Dean seems to be an awesome kid.
The reality is I don't want my kid without a place. If i have to go to california and set everything up for him, I will. It sucks. I hate it, but I might have to do it.
Really starting to wonder if it was worth leaving ca. Its not any better for me here. Only thing i got out of it is an at home job then found out i could had a better one if i stayed in ca. yay life?
imma go hid in my hole now.
I have a place for me in Taft if i wanted, cause Baily is always willing to help. Issue is I went to help my family out last year. Now I'm in an ungodly amount of debt that i didn't have before. Most of it will be gone by august. Once the debt is gone, I'm going to move ot somewhere that i can finish school, which is either ca or nc...most likely nc cause its cheaper to move to. My roommate can keep the apt and lease :P Don't care much for where I live. I will eventually move back to ca. No clue when, but we both miss it a lot. We're getting old, so hopefully we'll hurry :P
Also I'm registered with OC as homeless with a child for housing. I'm on a three year waiting list, I think, for HUD in anaheim. The other cities are closed and oc has posted this "Housing Choice Voucher Program (Section 8). At this time OCHA is not accepting applications for the waiting list."
we're trying to convince a friend to port his Section 8 to OC right now. He's in ny but he's from ca originally. We're not sure he wants to do it. he's kinda flaky like that