This is extremely difficult for me to write but I have put this off for far too long.

A couple years ago I had a terrible amount of bad luck in my life that sent me spiraling into depression and anxiety. I began to find the thought of working on commissions to send me into a panic attacks and so instead up nutting up and getting it done, I just would turn my computer off and hide. I stopped logging into furaffinity and I ignored emails I would get. I am certain that many of you feel duped and ripped off by me, and to be fair, you were. That was /never/ my intention and I am so sorry for it.

I am still struggling in my RL and I do not have the funds currently to begin refunding people, however I have pieced myself back together enough emotionally to finally come back and take the heat for it.
Over the next few months I will be trying to finish up the commissions that I still have the files for, and the ones that I don't I will work on refunding. This will take time as I was just recently hit with a lot of unexpected financial issues as well as a very sick kitty whose vet bills were very pricey.

I do not expect you all to welcome me back with open arms or to forgive me, so if the things you have to say aren't the nicest or most supportive I entirely understand.

I do not remember the names of the people who commissioned me as it has been a few years, but I will be uploading some stuff as I complete it. Please understand I'm not just being an asshole if I do not send it directly to you ><