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UPDATE ON ART I OWE and Life
9 years ago
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Sorry for the sudden absence..
Would you believe I hadn't touched my computer in a week?
No? I wouldn't believe it either XD
But sadly it's true.
I hadn't touched my two laptops.
My New and the Old.
In a whole week!
Mostly due to having company over again.
But also cause of my odd hours of my work. XP
Today I decided to tinker with the computers to try and finish setting up my new Laptop.
And my old one froze and won't let me do anything. :/
So may not be able to access my Bases for my two Icons I need to work on so badly ><
So cause of that there is abit of a delay.
Also to top it off.
Work has me busy to the point I am so exhausted that I just sleep the day away on my free days. x.x
Sunday I slept in til 5pm and still was exhausted to do anything!
Today I slept in to 1:30pm.
Not bad. But only woke up due to pain.
And yet I'm still heavily tired and want to sleep. =.=
But had to wake up cause I promised my friend I would take her to this Book store I know of.
And I am about to head out to get her supper for her lunch break at her job.
So won't be on the computer for a couple of hours.
But yeah. I still have to get my tablet installed on the new computer.
I need to transfer some of my files over onto this computer if it will stop being a piece of crap XP
Still need to get Open Broadcastor on here so I can stream again on Picatro.
I still need to do alot of things to get this new laptop set up x.x
Gonna see if I can do all this tonight so I can get back to work.
But yeah.
I believe my tiredness and mostly from stressed.
Having one Co-Worker that won't pick up after himself and so you have to do it.
Working with one Co-Worker who seems to not like me very much and complains abit when I go to take my breaks after 2 hours of working.
Honestly between the 3 co-workers I prefer to work with the one that Trained me. And the one that does his job crappily then working with her cause she's abit bossy and gets onto me as soon as I set a box down cause there is no where to put it at at the time as I finish working with the costumer. -.-
As soon I am done and turn she gets in my face like "Why haven't you gone through that box yet?"
Uh just laid it there like not even 2 minutes ago. :/
And complains I am slow when it comes to sorting out the stuff T.T
Mind you I work at a GoodWill.
I handle the Costumers that comes in that Donates their stuff to us.
And since the 31st of December all we've been doing is taking in at least 200 to 800 cars.
Cause of Taxes. So cause of this we've been doing nothing but moving. We have NO TIME to sort through the stuff they give us.
Cause the cars that comes in is Back to Back to Back and it won't stop until 8:00pm when I am doing everything BY MYSELF! Cause I close.
That is mostly my schedule.
I close. I go in at 1:30pm and stay til 10pm.
I wake up at 10am or 11 am and leave at 12pm as I have abit of a 30 minute drive to work.
I am not a morning person. So waking up at 8 or 9am to draw is out of the question.
I can't do it. I tried it acouple of times and I just can't.
I prefer to draw at night. But if I get off on a Bad mood straight to bed I go.
Even if I have a good day. It depends on how tired I am.
If not too tired I will draw.
If flat out tired to the point I sleep at the wheel of my truck.
HA forget it! I am going to bed as SOON I get home.
And plus my friend who works about the same hours as me.
Wants to hang out everyday.
Wants to come to my house to play games.
Granted its to get away from her dad.
And I'm not gonna complain. But cause of this.
I can't be on my computer while she's here.
I tried once.
And I got is my laptop taken away by my mom.
And yelled at for ignoring my company.
I have told them over and over again.
I have commissions to work on.
As I've been told I can't have my fun.
I can't work.
Apparently my life purpose to work on art.
And sadly I can't do that.
To be bluntly honest.
I had a Christmas photo in the works. Scraped it as everytime I post just some sort of personal art.
I get hammered for it.
I have a Christmas DAD Adopt sketched out. But again scraped cause apparently I can't work on side projects.
I even had an idea for New Years. But I never drew it.
Cause will I was too busy to draw it out.
Didn't want to draw it out cause I knew people would get mad.
And when I get an idea for a drawing. I don't want to draw it so instead I go and commission it to be done so I don't have to worry about people jumping down my throat.
But sadly that's even starting to happen.
To be bluntly honest. I feel chained down.
I can't seem to enjoy Jitter Bean.
Or my other Angel Dragons I own without feeling guilty about it. :(
Anywho I need to get going.
Want to stop by one store before I get food for my Friend.
But all I ask is.
Please ease up on me.
I know I have taken far too long to get commissions and trades done.
I know I owe alot right now. (Which really isn't alot)
And I have not forgotten about you or your art.
I know I don't go to you personally to update you on the status.
I do that through Journal as I find it easier to do so then to go to each person Copy and Pasting this to them.
But I don't do well under stress.
My art isn't 100% good when I draw being stressed and frustrated.
As soon I get this computer fully set up.
I get my files transferred.
I be working on Commissions FIRST as they paid.
And my Trades SECOND.
And as for the Wiggly Icons.
As soon I get the batch I have now done.
I am no longer working on those.
They take too much time to do.
And I just get stressed over them cause of how slow I have been on them.
They were fun. But after awhile it gets tiring.
So yeah.
I'm sure this has turned into a small rant.
And had gotten off subject.
Quite abit. This journal was supposed to be short.
But oh well.
That is all.~Some Amazing Friends and People You should Check out~
(In no Order~) 
Either way lovely I hope things get better for you it sucks that you're having such a rough go of it :(