I've come along way from where I started, I've been through hardships and nightmares. I've seen things that I'd wish on no one. I was lost hoping that one day it would all end, I tried to speed that end up......failed but itried. I know I'm not alone, many of us have walked the same path before. Some longer then others, some never find their way off of it. But I did I pieced my self back together and found something I wanted to live for. I do what I can to help others off that path, and I have.....I'm proud of that, I used what horrors I'd lived through to pull people from dark places. Because you see, I lived there too I remember all to well how lonely that place is. No one can take that away from me.


But I still look back and regret, wish I could rewind the clock and do it right. Fix the mistakes that I made, take back things I shouldn't have said. We all do don't we? You say and do things in the heat of the moment and even if you where in the right, its still not right. But hind sight is 20/20.


I've come along way, I've helped people held there hands when no one else would. But what overshadows this, is all the people I hurt.