Waiting to get a new phone is hard... especially when you want to text or call people at will when things are low. i feel like im swimming around in a tank just hoping for something. i never thought that feelings of depression could last this long. all i can do is hold on and hope for the best.

im getting back into writting letters to people i have addresses for so that i might have something to look forward to when the mail comes other than bills. but it will be nice when the letters start coming in, just have to wait.