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Caring About You
9 years ago
I do. I hope you already know that if you're reading this, but even if you're one of my few watchers I don't know, I promise I try really hard to take care of the people I come across and to do right by them.
Today was full of a lot of highs for me, though also some frustrations. I'm usually pretty good at putting on a grin when misfortune and pain comes knocking, but today I got a little fired up and couldn't just smile and ignore something, and... well, the ensuing rant was pretty emotional, involved the threat of becoming teary eyed, and was mostly motivated by my love for you guys, and my limited understanding of the things you've had to go through. Let's just say I felt people were making light of the stuff many of you have had to go through, or have experience with, and I couldn't take it.
On the upside, me and my mate got through something I thought would be quite difficult, and I'm feeling really good about that. And, on top of that, the rant I gave did make me feel even more emotionally tied to you all, so it's not a bad thing. Plus, I formed some really good arguments while I was able to hold it together, and even the more passionate speech wasn't bad, though I usually don't like getting that worked up while trying to argue, since I tend to get bullheaded.
That's all... just wanted to let you guys know I've been thinking about you tonight, and to tell you to stay safe. A journal isn't the best way to reach out to you, but I wanted to get it out before I went to sleep. Otherwise I'd toss and turn all night.
~Velth
Today was full of a lot of highs for me, though also some frustrations. I'm usually pretty good at putting on a grin when misfortune and pain comes knocking, but today I got a little fired up and couldn't just smile and ignore something, and... well, the ensuing rant was pretty emotional, involved the threat of becoming teary eyed, and was mostly motivated by my love for you guys, and my limited understanding of the things you've had to go through. Let's just say I felt people were making light of the stuff many of you have had to go through, or have experience with, and I couldn't take it.
On the upside, me and my mate got through something I thought would be quite difficult, and I'm feeling really good about that. And, on top of that, the rant I gave did make me feel even more emotionally tied to you all, so it's not a bad thing. Plus, I formed some really good arguments while I was able to hold it together, and even the more passionate speech wasn't bad, though I usually don't like getting that worked up while trying to argue, since I tend to get bullheaded.
That's all... just wanted to let you guys know I've been thinking about you tonight, and to tell you to stay safe. A journal isn't the best way to reach out to you, but I wanted to get it out before I went to sleep. Otherwise I'd toss and turn all night.
~Velth
