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1/16/16 Update
10 years ago
Okay so here's whats happening as of now.
Next week is the last week I will be paying for my Car insurance. Hopefully. I didn't anticipate the extra $50 dollars, but that might be waved. SO, after next week, starting on the 28th, I will begin saving up for my desktop. Any and all cash is greatly appreciated to help me reach my goal sooner.
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I've taken up doing some odd ass chibi style that I used to draw back in 2008 and I'm reforming it.
Examples of old work:
http://the-smile-giver.deviantart.c.....2009-108029343
http://the-smile-giver.deviantart.c.....what-108314430
http://the-smile-giver.deviantart.c.....h-Me-108344097
The new versions are still works in progress, but here is one I tested out with:
http://the-smile-giver.deviantart.c.....over-584712240
Mind you this is still a work in progress.
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Also a thing I've noticed about some stuff I've seen lately on here with people posting vent art.
Okay, I'm just as guilty because I've posted vent art as well. And lets be clear, yes I know drawing is a good source to help us relieve the stress and all. Drawing can really take the edge off and help us calm down and slowly go from boiling to simmering to close to calm waters. I get it. I truly do. Yes. But one thing I don't understand is, if you are going to post vent art, one that is defiantly showing signs that you are truly not okay with a lot of mentions of death and so on, why wont you talk to people who offer to listen? I've seen many a pictures in a the few years I've been on this site where people leave death mentions and people get concerned and offer to listen and all the responses are either "No I'm good." or "I'm fine." Bloody fucking hell. If your drawing death and choosing your fursona to represent the death, I'd say that you are far from fine. If you don't want people commenting on it since you either ignore them or just don't want to talk to them, then why not disable the comments? We have that option now-a-days here.
Let me also be frank with this: This is NOT aimed at any of my watchers or people I'm watching. I know that would be the first thing some of you would jump to, since I've seen some vent arts posted recently by some of you. NO its not you. This has been a long time coming from me. A year or so to be exact. I never said anything because I just thought I'd start drama if I did, or the person would feel bad and do something stupid because of it. This is something that I have been mulling over in my mind for a year or so. And I'm finally voicing it. So please don't think its anyone in particular.
With all the shit that has happened to me in the last year, this year needs to start off right for me. So I'm just asking out of curiosity for why people don't turn off comments. It really just boggles the mind for me. Because if I post vent art, I'm always happy if someone cares about me enough to ask what's wrong and I'll let them know. People only ask if they care. That's the thing. People Ask Because They Care. So when you ignore or just flat out refuse to talk to them about your situation it kinda hurts them. I've been in that boat to, I've offered to help friends and I've been completely shut off from them because they don't want my help.
I don't know. Maybe I've even lost my point of asking here now. I just. I'm so confused as to why people post their vents which can be in some cases, very worrisome to their friends, and they refuse to talk about it.
I guess I'll shut up, I think I've trailed off from the point.
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Until I get my new desktop, I will not be active in games on Steam. The games are slowly killing my laptop and I can't afford to buy a new laptop AND a desktop at this time. So till further notice, I wont be active.
Idk how it is for others tho :'D
No i dont think it really is, I mean you get started to be worried about the person when they write such a lengthy description of how they hate life, and if they dont respond even if you persuade them its kinda.. eh..
Welp, skype or telegram arent as personal in my opinion.. like on skype you can make a simple account just for chatting and if you dont exchange numbers on telegram it wont show it :'D
(tho I see why'd they get upset.. )