Every person goes through hardships everynow and then through his/her life and this is definetly one of them for me.
I'm not a person to post on facebook or blog about a problem or two.. or five.. or ten.. But after they all start to stack up over the course of a single week even i got worn down and felt i had to talk to someone about it.

Alas... Everyone is offline and because there are none in the vacinity i figured i'd write somehing here to either vent or gather my thoughts.
Hell i don't know what i'm writing here. The words just come as i press the buttons so prepare for random rant and/or stuff that won't make sense. This is something i write for my own sake afterall.


I'm usually a positive person(despite what people might think.) and i usually have a positive outlook on things and i can go "atleast i have that going for me." or something in that line. But now i kinda feel like i'm surrounded by misfortune & everything falling apart around me.
I'd love to see how it's even possible for so many; absolutely unrelated things to go wrong in the same week.
I actually tried to make a short list of the positive/good things in my life now just to see what's going on... And i just didn't get anywhere... I suppose the one(or two) thing(s) is that there's alot of tv-shows starting over soon & there's a game i've been waiting ages for about to be released but that's about it.)
The entertainer and wellwisher in me just keeps a straight face and want everyone to be happy so that's what i'll keep on doing. Things are actually going so bad i actually think (you know: Odds wise) that there's an upswing around the corner.


/WhinyVal. Tsk tsk tsk.





I was going to remove this(or rather not post it to begin with) but i figured i'll keep it so i can look back at it in a few months or so to reflect on when shit hits the fan... Things get better etc etc etc yadda yadda yadda. ^___^;