Back from Ohayocon
10 years ago
General
I'm back! I only went one day because that's all I could do, but that's ok. I got to see my college buddies again.
I miss hanging out.
I didn't finish Bryndle and didn't want to rush her because I knew I'd be upset with the results, so I took Rexxy again. I noticed in Fur Reality pics she looked really creepy from certain angles, or like she had a grandpa mouth (the bottom teeth were all you could see). I took out those bottom teeth and replaced her eyes. Someone even noticed! I'm stoked. Bryndle is in the furring stage so I'm going to take my time.
I missed the furry photoshoot but that's ok too.
I still don't know how to "act" though. I have to learn. I feel like I'm awkward or something, and I know I'm probably being paranoid, but I feel like people I'm trying to meet want to end small talk with me as quickly as possible :S This is a problem out of suit too, so I think people can just feel how nervous I am and it turns them off from conversation. I'll have to bring a prop to be more engaging and deflect some of that nervousness!
Anyway, I know I owe Jewlz the rest of her trade, so I will be doing that. I'll have downtime from job hunting so I'll draw more. c:
I'll upload pictures I took soon!
I miss hanging out.
I didn't finish Bryndle and didn't want to rush her because I knew I'd be upset with the results, so I took Rexxy again. I noticed in Fur Reality pics she looked really creepy from certain angles, or like she had a grandpa mouth (the bottom teeth were all you could see). I took out those bottom teeth and replaced her eyes. Someone even noticed! I'm stoked. Bryndle is in the furring stage so I'm going to take my time.
I missed the furry photoshoot but that's ok too.
I still don't know how to "act" though. I have to learn. I feel like I'm awkward or something, and I know I'm probably being paranoid, but I feel like people I'm trying to meet want to end small talk with me as quickly as possible :S This is a problem out of suit too, so I think people can just feel how nervous I am and it turns them off from conversation. I'll have to bring a prop to be more engaging and deflect some of that nervousness!
Anyway, I know I owe Jewlz the rest of her trade, so I will be doing that. I'll have downtime from job hunting so I'll draw more. c:
I'll upload pictures I took soon!
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I hear ya about feeling a bit weird in social interactions at cons. I get distracted so easy that I break conversation to chace a colorful fox or deer or wolf down a hallway or something ALL THE TIME. It's just the speed of a convention sometimes. *hug* hope you're doing well!