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An orca's howel
10 years ago
You probably already know that my parents hate the fandom. you already know that ive been crying a lot because i miss everyone. but what im about to tell you is going to make you cry.
my mom has to go for surgery soon. the doctors say that with her immune system, she might not pull through. but we are going up north for the last bit of winter. today i had a fight with my mom about me going up north. i wanted to stay behind, to see friends and be held like a calf should. but i am being forced, knowingly kidnaped to go 250 miles away. but that is not what will get you.
i was watching youtube on my ds when i saw a video intended for those who are fighting with their parents. in the video, a girl was telling how she told her dad after one bad fight that she wished he wad dead that she hated him. in the end she regreted it. this hit home with me because i dont tell my parents i love them hardly at all.
i broke down crying and actually made the sound that a mother orca makes when her calf is taken away. i howeled out and held my naketa plush so the crying would stop.
i love my parents, just wish they were less abusive.
my mom has to go for surgery soon. the doctors say that with her immune system, she might not pull through. but we are going up north for the last bit of winter. today i had a fight with my mom about me going up north. i wanted to stay behind, to see friends and be held like a calf should. but i am being forced, knowingly kidnaped to go 250 miles away. but that is not what will get you.
i was watching youtube on my ds when i saw a video intended for those who are fighting with their parents. in the video, a girl was telling how she told her dad after one bad fight that she wished he wad dead that she hated him. in the end she regreted it. this hit home with me because i dont tell my parents i love them hardly at all.
i broke down crying and actually made the sound that a mother orca makes when her calf is taken away. i howeled out and held my naketa plush so the crying would stop.
i love my parents, just wish they were less abusive.
I saved something the other day that is now appropriate:
http://www.lifehack.org/355434/lett.....;amp;feq=daily
And as for her situation, this is probably one reason why she's so rough on you. She knows she's dying, and she wants to get you on the "right" path before she passes. Her own mortality is causing her to be scared for you.
Ugh, i would be more insightful right now, but i cant seem to think clearly.
But, i do have to say, you need to get this "calf" mentality out of your head. You should be a ..bull now? I'm not sure what an adult male orca is called. But really, you don't want to be dependent on others for the rest of your life.