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10 years ago
There is no art because there is no inspiration anymore.
I can't create beautiful sad art, and happiness is so fleeting that by the time I feel the urge to draw there is none left to pull from.
Everything I do is a mistake. Every path I choose is wrong. How I spend my time is wrong. How I treat people is wrong. How I treat myself is wrong. What I've done is wrong. What I am is wrong. Then what the hell am I doing right? What part of me doesn't need to be reworked in order for me to be "right" again?
I'm incredibly tired.
I am always incredibly tired and I don't really see an end to this feeling.
So what do I do about it?
Oh right, this is an art site, not a blog.
Purchased all materials to make about 7 sets of Waffle the Pupthing comfort-wear, 1 sketch & write diary (or 1 sketch and 1 write), and have done research into a couple different digital "stores" but have made no concrete decisions yet. No new pictures ready for submission. No progress on any projects. Everything has pretty much come to a halt.
My apologies.
I can't create beautiful sad art, and happiness is so fleeting that by the time I feel the urge to draw there is none left to pull from.
Everything I do is a mistake. Every path I choose is wrong. How I spend my time is wrong. How I treat people is wrong. How I treat myself is wrong. What I've done is wrong. What I am is wrong. Then what the hell am I doing right? What part of me doesn't need to be reworked in order for me to be "right" again?
I'm incredibly tired.
I am always incredibly tired and I don't really see an end to this feeling.
So what do I do about it?
Oh right, this is an art site, not a blog.
Purchased all materials to make about 7 sets of Waffle the Pupthing comfort-wear, 1 sketch & write diary (or 1 sketch and 1 write), and have done research into a couple different digital "stores" but have made no concrete decisions yet. No new pictures ready for submission. No progress on any projects. Everything has pretty much come to a halt.
My apologies.
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