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[2016.01.26] Hello all~
9 years ago
Hi there.
It has been a while ne?
I'd like to start off and apologize for everyone for being such a depressing loser the past few years.
No one is to blame, well maybe someone... but we wont get into that.
Basically anxiety, depression and stress all decided to converge into one which is mostly why I withdrew from the fandom. Basically I just needed some 'me' time to kinda calm and rebuild / find myself (And not in the finding Jesus sort of way), something that is still going on, but I think it's getting better. (yay)
To those who were close, I miss you guys and am very sorry for just dropping off the face of the Earth more or less.
There was something that happened and I felt extremely embarrassed and self conscious about it and embarrassed at myself for letting it happen. I don't really deal with getting embarrassed like that well as you can see. ^^;;
But yeah....
That was a weird time and it's in the past, shit happened and it is time to move forward.
So I'm going to try and start again here.
Lets see how this goes shall we?
- Kuroi
Yeah it is.
Thank you Shiny. ^^
Yeah I'm around kinda??? *laughs*
I didn't come down because I didn't want to be a bother. (it's weird i know) and the other major factor for a while was the car I had (White topaz with porno red interior, Shiro would remember lol) was pretty much a death trap and I didn't want to drive it anywhere, since it A: Leaked gas when you put it in at the pump, thanks to a hole in the intake, and B: deathtrap.
But I have a new car now (2006 Buick Lacrosse) and it drives really nice so if you give me an invite, and I'm not doing anything, I'll make a trip down to see you guys cause I've missed you too. ^__^
You're never a bother, but I can understand those feelings.
Do you still have the same number? If so, I'll shoot you a text and we can discuss hangouts! Maybe you could join us for a camping trip, too, as we plan to hit up Pontiac Lake with Jas and Loki sometime.
it was so loud... and old. *cries* I hated it so much!! >__< I'm glad too, this car, although a slight rebuild, is really nice in comparison and gets me around much better than the Topaz (like being able to go 100mph on I-75 to get to work on time XD)
Yeah, like I know i'm invited i just dont want to like pop in and be like. 'Oh hai gaiz!' cause that's kinda rude (well it's rude anyway) and yeah... idk...? Weird. ^^; But I am glad to hear that. I guess I like having an invite to come down rather than like feel like i'm inviting myself over... I'm pretty sure that is what i mean by 'a bother'.
Yeah my number is still the same. Shoot me a text and yeah we'll get to discuss hangouts and stuff. Ooo camping would be super fun! I haven't done it in a while but I have camping experience! Oh cool that's sorta near me (like i'm still a bit north from there, but it's still pretty close). :D
Also, good on getting a car that's less likely to kill ya!
Hehehe Hey Shiroooo~ ^__^
Yeah the hermit thing sucks, but is necessary in those kinds of situations. *nod nod* (and still sucks >))<)
But that sounds great, just let me know a date and time and I'll pack my bags and jump in the car! XD I'll have to bring a dish or something, cause that's polite! (and cooking is fun!) Yesh I haven't met your cats! I've seen photos of them via Jas so that would be nice to meet them! (unless they dont like me XD) Do you still have Bailey?
Dude, sounds friggen awesome!! I am already looking forward to it!! (* w *)
YES! It's pretty nice too! Not super fancy with heated seats but it has a heater that works well and goes over 80mph, and doesn't make embarrassingly loud noise. So I'm happy. XDD And that reminds me, I need to change the wiper blades on it caaaaaause the old ones broke /fail/ I'll do that tomorrow. *thumbs up*