things are just going bad lately, my mood has gone from: happy and optimistic
to: sad and lonely. i... i dont know why i'm starting to feel so sad,, maybe it's because
i just can't stand being alone for so long ?? kind of feel like i'm forgotten ?? my current
partner doesn't have the capability to show sympathy, and i don't hold it against him.
he's been through a lot, but i think maybe i just feel,,, i don't know ?? alone ?? even
more than ever ??
god i just wish this would go away, this isn't really the way i want to feel. it has taken a
really disgusting toll on my art and i just don't feel like doing much of anything, anymore ??
i guess what i'm saying is ??? i don't feel like i belong ?? maybe. idk. sorry.