sorry for not being active for awhile but ! just know i plan to do more art here and more !
i am testing out art styles so things may start to look ehHHH but give it some time !

Sorry for the lack of art and
Activity lately, I've just had a lot
On my mind and I'm in the process
Of moving out to AZ so I'm not sure
When I'll be able to do any sort of digital
Art work, but I will try to get something
Up in the next couple of days!

ahh new york is rlly nice, i like it a lot !! i've been so unmotivated lately, sO i havent rlly
found time to actually get some art and stuff and gifts in but !! i'd love to get some trades
done since i'm,,, very inspired,,,, yes ??? ; o ;

lately my profile icons are soOO mehhh and tbh i cant pay for
commissioned ones so i'm probably going to try,,,, finding a better
thing to draw h e CK

and tbh i have absolutely no ideA What to do h eck

yeah, i'm in my new home just kin d of ?? getting situated. i should get some more art done soon-ish. idk.

B A S I C S
> legal name: lmao
> acceptable names: kai, logan, that is all
> preferred names: ^^^^
> # feb 10th
> gender: trans male
> acceptable pronouns: he/him only.
> preferred pronouns: he/him only :')))
> sexual preference: abrosexual tbh ?? mostly gay atm.
> relationship status: taken.
> religious standing: idek

A P P E A R A N C E
> species: smol an pom
> race: korean/white.
> height: 5'5
> weight: idk 175
> body build: curvy and h atred
> complexion: idk
> scars/birthmarks: a LOT
> hair color: black and purple
> hair style: idk its kind of shaved i guess
> eye color: brown
> glasses: ye
> typical clothing: t-shirt, binder, skinny jeans, baggy jacket
> jewelry: sometimes i wear a sailor moon chocker idk.

P E R S O N A L
> current residence: i'm moving
> occupation: student
> personality type: idk people say i give off a bubbly personality
> personality: tired and sad
> family: dad, and little sister.

F A V O R I T E
> animes: ummm idk, tbh
> youtubers: idk
> music: a lot of indie bands honestLY
> animals: dogs
> sounds: white noise
> smells: Coffee, baked goods, scented candles

C O N T A C T I N F O
> skype: corosect
> tumblr: ask
> email: N/A
> twitch: N/A
> youtube: N/A
> telegram: N/A
>instagram: N/A

i'm tired and sad and idk it just keeps getting worse and
things aren;t getting better and i've relapsed and i'm
i'm not in a good place. idk, sorry

me: attempts to draw some vent nsfw
me: realizes i'm using chii.
n oo............she was pu re..................

heyyy i want chii to mmperhaps have some A+
friends so maybe all of u could give me an oc
of urs and i'll draw chii w/ them doing silly things !!

still sad ?? lowkey want death but lmao besides
that i think i'll be able to do some art today and
also !! i'll be giving out my kik to any of my mutual
watchers who want it !! tbh, today i'm probably going
to set up a deviantArt and an art tumblr, also !!
i just think if i try to get myself to be productive maybe
i won't be sad anymore. but idk. lmao

i need ?? inspiration ?? i think.
i also need people to comfort me but i'm
so scared that i shouldn't ask for any of that
but besides that, i wanna ship chii bc if anyone
deserves loving ?? she does,

things are just going bad lately, my mood has gone from: happy and optimistic
to: sad and lonely. i... i dont know why i'm starting to feel so sad,, maybe it's because
i just can't stand being alone for so long ?? kind of feel like i'm forgotten ?? my current
partner doesn't have the capability to show sympathy, and i don't hold it against him.
he's been through a lot, but i think maybe i just feel,,, i don't know ?? alone ?? even
more than ever ??
god i just wish this would go away, this isn't really the way i want to feel. it has taken a
really disgusting toll on my art and i just don't feel like doing much of anything, anymore ??
i guess what i'm saying is ??? i don't feel like i belong ?? maybe. idk. sorry.

lately i've been pretty inactive ?? i suppose. but !! that's mostly because
i can't really get myself out of this artist block i've been stuck in ?? though,
i still am very much open for art trades and requests since that usually
helps me out of this art block for a bit ?? yeah !!
anyways that's all i wanted to update you guys about !! sorry !!

but i also want to have someone to do it with !! so it'd be like
two horror doggos w/ two horror doggos.

ok but what if i changed my icon into like that
really reeeally overused pelvic thrusting character
gif and like made it into chii bc it would seem like
something she'd do. im.

i will be less active since school is coming back AND i will be moving !!
though, leave me some requests and art trades mmmperhaps so i can
work on those over the week

UUM OKAY so i have a new oc i'm making and i rlly wanna ship her but i'm also just
haha wh at n o she's too pure to be w/ anyone an D
basically i've been working rlly rlly hard as of late

oKAY SO i think im g onna draw for the night and if any mutuals
are interested in having my skype note me ; o ; <3

hmm yes so i'm still not doing so hot with my art block, i'm going
to see if i can force myself to draw something today !! i might
do that 400 questions meme lmao

actually i thINK im going to do some gifts for mutuals bc !!!
every single mutual of mine have rlly cute furs and i love.

oh gosh hi um i know i really don't have a LOT in my gallery but !!
i'd like to try doing more art trades to get me back in the funk of
doing art things !!!!!

recently it has come to my attention that people don't know whether or not i am cis male,
or cis female. the reason this even came up is when i was asked via ??? note system about it.
giving them my answer only sort of led them to get confused to why i have chii if i'm not cis.
um. in short so i don't get so ?? angsty i suppose chii is kind of a way for me to cope since i do
not pass in society as a 'male'. she's kind of the femininity i have to show every day, i suppose.
should i make a fur that is more 'masculine passing'? sure, but i'm not really interested as of
right now to make one. if there's anymore confusion about me, i guess i'll say it outright??

I AM FTM TRANSGENDER, AND USE HE/HIM PRONOUNS.

i mean, i will draw myself w/ breasts and 'feminine' identifying eyelashes only because
i'm not that dysphoric about drawing my appearance, i suppose it's more looking at
myself irl is what makes me dysphoric. if that makes sense?????

some friends have told me about how chii reminded them of an animal crossing character
with her dress and her typical facial expression and !! when i was first making chii she was
actually based off of one of my favorite animal crossing villagers, megumi !! since then, though
chii has gone through a lot of editing !! if i can find one of her old designs i'll upload it soon ; u ; !! ❤

yeah idk im just wanting to test out drawing more people's ocs and fursonas for practice
and to probably get me out of this bad art block hmnnn