Ya hit bottom.. slept for a while and got out of the depression. So tired.. tired of it all.. Parents are supportive of me but they could never know the pain and stress i deal with inside.

Sometimes... I think things I shouldnt.. things that are self destructive...


I cant think that way.. I have to push on. But with no money, no friends in my area, nothing just... nothing really. Im stuck.

I threw my phone accross the room on the floor. It didnt break since it hit the rug.. Im so frustrated. going nowhere.

Im sorry for being an emotional bitch/bird...