and searching for the faint glimmer of where i might belong in this world. im sick of...well a lot really. i struggle to get through everyday anymore. sometimes i feel like i just want to go insane, while others i just want to. do away with all feelings and feel nothing anymore, even if that meant never feeling happiness again, at least then i wouldn't feel this pain all the freaking time. I just don't know what do to anymore. do i even have a place in this world or was i just some kinda mistake that wasn't supposed to happen?