That will happen. I know the feeling. Haven't found a cure for it just yet.

Yeah but been so long And i lack regular "Real" friends irl or online too well now Used to have more but we all take separate ways. <=)

I'm glad I could help a bit!
I've been lucky to have irl friends... Have you tried going to meetups or anything? Results may vary, but I've found that if you're nice and hang around in the same room with people who share a common interest for long enough, eventually one or two of them will start talking to you!

Sadly the meetup in my city was OK then weird i don't feel i fit it they are all young very gay and outstanding about it in everything they do. It get old pretty damn fast...=_=

*hugs* ik how you feel

Why that mate?

I just get times when i feel really lonely. I have lots of friends but they dont talk much. My bfs timezone and college as well as my work get in the way of us spending time together alot of the time but hey not much i can do. Staying busy tends to help as soon as im idle the alone feels come

True I should get busier.

find some hobbies or if you have one mabey spend some more time on it?
A good way to meet new people in my opinion ^^

I just look at my life these few years and I just don't know where It is or where I am going anymore...

The few Friends I have online, at least are reclusive, not likely to open up about themselves. Some are in worse situations or so far away . Some barely talk anymore. I'm not a social butterfly yet I'm not anti-social either. I miss having friends around the most. I can't even dream to have True close friends I could confide and fully trust.. heh :P