..im being transfers to a hospitable in Ireland no other details yet just a better healthcare system may not be able to talk/do things on fa or sl for a long time will have to sell computer just to afford living quarters.

..heartbroken and vary much lost i made the mistake to fall in love whit someone who was happily in love with there mate..they are the sweetest person in the world they have been the kindest friend in my time of need and i just wanted to be loved and wanted so bad i lost control of my heart i backed away and im closing off my heart as to not cause more problems but i still hurt just the same..they understand there still my best friend and still looking out for me i couldn't ask for a better friend..but don't mean im not hurting inside crying for a loss that was never meant to be.


for the time being im taking care my self closing off my heart to any form of mate,boyfriend master mistress..im to broken to do much and to heart broken to seek it