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10 years ago
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*thrashes about in his personal corner, trying to find as many subtle ways to throw a tantrum as possible*
Uploading something new that I personally worked on is literally the worst feeling in the world to me. I fucking stare at the views and the favorites. If that shit drops below 5% for an extended period of time, then the image is a failure. So now I'm left here agonizing over something so petty, wondering why so many people did not enjoy. Why is e621 actively downvoting this render over my others. etcetc. mope mope angst edge cry for attention blegh.
I wish I wasn't such an emotional shitbag all the time. I feel like I'm running out of places of vent cause I'm concerned with being a bother. I haven't screamed in a journal here for while so... I dunno if you want to lash out at me for any reason now is a good time to do it.
Uploading something new that I personally worked on is literally the worst feeling in the world to me. I fucking stare at the views and the favorites. If that shit drops below 5% for an extended period of time, then the image is a failure. So now I'm left here agonizing over something so petty, wondering why so many people did not enjoy. Why is e621 actively downvoting this render over my others. etcetc. mope mope angst edge cry for attention blegh.
I wish I wasn't such an emotional shitbag all the time. I feel like I'm running out of places of vent cause I'm concerned with being a bother. I haven't screamed in a journal here for while so... I dunno if you want to lash out at me for any reason now is a good time to do it.
Even so, regardless of how your image is doing, you're still improving and that's always good right? :)
Don't worry about what others think, just keep doing what you like!
Every project you do only helps improve your skills, and that matters more, I think.
As long as you enjoy what you do, and you feel like you're improving (which you are), and the majority of people can give you constructive criticism and not "Y U SUCK?!?" then don't stress.
As the great blue fish from the Disney/Pixar movie once said, "Just keep swimming"
So...keep swimming and havin' fun, Doge. Cause that's what we're here for.
Cheers, ya big blue fluff butt.
And feel free to vent. It's your page and journals. Who cares if you're a bother? If they don't want to hear you vent, then they can just nuke that journal. Or whatever.
So yeah.
Don't let the fishes get ya down.