Hi sweethearts,
10 years ago
General
Some old feelings / issues resurface from time to time which are quite debilitating.
Had difficulties getting help but sought it recently. Not very insightful but it did suggest that many of the (quite self-destructive) coping strategies I’ve used in the past were avoidance.
It’s impossible to open up so I’ve given up, made a few ‘quick fixes’ (which are most definitely avoidance), and simply intend to carry on again. It’s kinda’ numbing and I really do appreciate that you may think it’s the wrong thing to do but I need to get on with my life…. I'll be alright. ^.^
As for you folk, thanks for being so supportive and amazing, I would be in darker place without ‘ya. Sorry for being shitty; I hope I can be there for you folk too!
Love you all,
Ruby xXx
Had difficulties getting help but sought it recently. Not very insightful but it did suggest that many of the (quite self-destructive) coping strategies I’ve used in the past were avoidance.
It’s impossible to open up so I’ve given up, made a few ‘quick fixes’ (which are most definitely avoidance), and simply intend to carry on again. It’s kinda’ numbing and I really do appreciate that you may think it’s the wrong thing to do but I need to get on with my life…. I'll be alright. ^.^
As for you folk, thanks for being so supportive and amazing, I would be in darker place without ‘ya. Sorry for being shitty; I hope I can be there for you folk too!
Love you all,
Ruby xXx
FA+

I'm here if you need me.
much love.
RAyxoxox
I know from my own experiences than avoidance isn't the best way to deal with things, *but*... as long as you know you're avoiding things, you can help stave off whatever the issue is (I'm rambling a bit here... darn...)
In short; you're awesome, and I hope that you're alright ^^
*hugs*