I’ve been suicidal and depressed for nearly a decade now…and I nearly committed suicide yesterday but my friends convinced me not to..even though I still really want to.. My parents have been treating me like a worthless, piece of shit, criminal for so damn long it’s amazing I hadn’t killed myself on the first year.. It’s just that I’ve been keeping it hidden from everyone, making my parents seem like great people when they really weren’t, I mean sure they support gay rights and such, but they just treat me like shit and make my older brother look like a perfectly innocent angel.. I’ve lost almost all faith of actually getting out of here and at this point, I don’t care if I die from an illness or whatever.. I don’t care about myself anymore.

I know no one cares about me on here, but I've had journals on Inkbunny that were of me saying my final good bye because I was going to go commit suicide... I just couldn't handle it anymore.